Frustrated

I dont know what is wrong with this stupid mouse but it's no fun trying to use a mouseless PC. *Tab tab shift tab* Ughhhhh. On a plus note, the diet is in full effect. Kickboxing til my little heart is content and almost passing out in the process. Soon you'll be able to call me Pushup Paula. I'm ready to see my results for my birthday. I need to start selling tickets to the gun show. Yeah! LOL

Diet-Take 741.....ACTION

Ok so the whole diet thing is back on.   I know what you're thinking.  "you say that all the time."  This time I'm serious.  My birthday is coming up in a couple of months and I want to be ready.  There's this gorgeous dress I would looove to wear.  Will this be the year I actually celebrate my birthday?  We'll have to wait and see.  All I can say is that I hope I'm not disappointed.  I've had enough of those to last me a lifetime.  I'm not up here starving and sweating for the hell of it.  There is so much bad delicious highly fattening things I could be partaking of instead of the whole lean meats and veggies kick.  *BARF*   I would also like to go on the record as saying Kickboxing=Death.  Not saying that you'll DIE from kickboxing but when it's over with you might wish you were dead.
 
 
 
*deuces*

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No snooze button on this clock

I love children especially babies. The hugs and cuddles and kisses, but I'm tired of buying and giving my love and affection to other people's kids. Not that it's that much of a burden on me or for me. It's just now I want my own baby to give all of this to. I'm in no rush b/c I want to be better prepared for the upbringing of a child and I would love to do this the right way. You know the whole ring thing before I go to "birthing babies." It's just kind of tough when with each approaching day you're gradually getting older and the people around you are starting to put their own stamps of immortality on the world. Why can't he just literally fall in front of me? I guess I have to get out here and do some serious dating and *gasp* date outside of my race. I'm not really up to dating, and I'm not to sure or to keen on the latter. I would prefer to stick close to home but in this day and age you have to be open-minded. I'm open-minded to an extent but I dont think enough for me to date a White American. If that's what you like, I'm not knocking anybody's choices. You love who you love. Something in me just won't let me go there.

Womanizer

I'm a Britney Fan. Always have been, probably always will be. I missed the premiere of her video after 20/20 but thanks to my good friends on Youtube, I got to see it. I love it. That's the Britney we missed. It's great to see the Britney back.

I'm still here. I'm just floating around in LaLa Land right now and my most favorite Preschooler is in town occupying most of my time. I'll have to blog about some of her adventures. That's if I can ever get away from reading that Dora book 20 times. o_0