Tis the season for retrospect

Looking at the calendar l cant help but to realize that Christmas is officially a week away and with the following week the year will be kuput.  

lt has really gone at lightening speed. It feels like we were just wrapping up last year's celebrations and here we are on the cusp of another one. l tend to find myself melancholic during this time of year. As the end of the year approaches, lm swamped with feelings of unfullfillment.  Sometimes l wonder if lm cursed or did l just make decisions that were not beneficial to me.  l sometimes wonder what my life would have been like had l tried to make a go of Florida. What if my collegiate path had been different?  lt's a pity that you cant experience an "It's a Wonderful Life" moment in real life.  l guess thats the lousy part of "what if".  We'll never know. All we can do is keep moving forward and hoping that things change, get better, work out, etc.   l'll be glad when that day comes because l'll finally be able to exhale. l've been holding my breath for so long.

Happy Holidays and l hope to see you all in the new year.

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