Blah humbug at being Sick

Anyone who knows me knows that I am an AVID hand washer and hand washing is what all the experts recommend for keeping germs at bay.  Undoubtedly my germs or somebody else's didnt get the memo b/c  I'm recuperating from some cold like sickness.  I seriously think Wednesday I was in the process of developing a fever but Thank God that didnt transpire.  Even though I was rather flushed for the first few hours on the job.   I just had the flu around this time a year ago and prior to that I hadn't had the flu in 10 yrs.   Crazy thing about whatever this is/was is that I'm not congested nasally.  *shocked face*   I've got this nagging sleepytime sore throat.  I call it that b/c it only hurts when I've been asleep.  I keep waking up to clear it and earlier tonight I couldnt stop coughing.   I was so zonked off those Theraflu caplets a lot of it I cant really tell If i did it or if I dreamed it.  One positive of this is I'm getting plenty of rest.  Be it by my own volition or by the heavy hand of cold medicine sedatives.   I'm believing God that I"ll be right as rain come next week.

 

 

*deuces*

Why so sensitive?

I want to be tough. Not physically so but emotionally. I don't want to tear up everytime something gets me down. At this particular point, I think it's hormonal b/c it's been bad the past few days. Minus the hormones, I still have a problem with it. I don't know how or why this happened b/c this didn't start until I got way older. There is a such a thing as too much sensitivity. Not saying that I'm overly sensitive but somethings just shouldn't bother me.

Once again.....with feeling

Have you ever just had a time where you felt so inadequate? It becomes most glaringly obvious when I'm in the company of my friends who have careers and are in the works of propelling those careers. I constantly feel as though I'm not living up to my potential b/c I know Im not. Almost everyone had some goal or dream or aspiration in the duration of their lives, present writer included, but it looks like mine have fallen by the wayside. I know what I want to do. I just dont know what direction I need to take to get there, and things are difficult around me which makes it just that much harder to do what I want. I dont want to just be content with the status quo. I don't want to work a deadbeat job with no room for improvement or advancement. I want to do something that makes a difference not only for me but for other people. Job experts are always recommending finding something you enjoy doing and that's what I want. I want a job that is satisfying yet meets my financial needs. I don't have to have some 6 figure salary based in a corner office, but I would like to have a salary that would allow me some financial freedom. I want to travel and see things. DO things. I'm still young but the years are flying by and time quite literally waits for noone. I just don't know what to do.

NO SANDY BEACHES BUT STILL A VAKAY

I'm going on vacation for the New Year.  Nothing like a long ( well not so long) break from the J-O-B.  

 

 

 

 

CHEAAAAAA!!!!!!

Happy Holidays

Merry Christmas my fellow bloggers. Happy Hanukkah and Happy Kwanzaa too (even though it doesnt start til Friday). Hope that the season has brought lots of love, joy and happiness for you and your familiies. I'm off to OD on A CHRISTMAS STORY.



See you next year!