Why do right when doing wrong feels so good?

I seriously need to stop lying to myself until i truthfully decide to do right. Every week is a "starting week." Maybe if I started and CONTINUED I'd have made waaaay more progress by now. LOL I can't help shaking my head everytime I go in the back room and see that 6wk Body Makeover box. That kit is 2 yrs old now. That's a shame. I won't lie and say that I've always been the most motivated person but GEEZ. Since I left college, I'm not motivated about too much of anything. First of all there is no gym here which isnt an excuse seeing as I have so much crap here I could start one. I'm nowhere near as active as I used to be. I dont go anywhere or do anything except work. My life is quite boring. One of my coworker buddies decided that we would motivate each other into dropping a few pounds. She is doing really well and I'm proud of her. I ,on the other hand, keep getting threatened with a foot in my *** by her. LOL I just dont FEEL like doing it. It's too much work. More work than I'm willing to commit to it right now.