After what seems like forever, I'm BACK!!! I'm finally able to blog from the comforts of a computer and not my mobile phone. I have to admit that I missed blogging. It's not like I got on here and did it often or that I even really talked about much when I did. I guess it kind of goes with the whole cliche' about not missing something until you dont have it.
I'm just glad to be back online and reconnected.
*deuces*
3/9/10
12/18/09
Tis the season for retrospect
Looking at the calendar l cant help but to realize that Christmas is officially a week away and with the following week the year will be kuput.
lt has really gone at lightening speed. It feels like we were just wrapping up last year's celebrations and here we are on the cusp of another one. l tend to find myself melancholic during this time of year. As the end of the year approaches, lm swamped with feelings of unfullfillment. Sometimes l wonder if lm cursed or did l just make decisions that were not beneficial to me. l sometimes wonder what my life would have been like had l tried to make a go of Florida. What if my collegiate path had been different? lt's a pity that you cant experience an "It's a Wonderful Life" moment in real life. l guess thats the lousy part of "what if". We'll never know. All we can do is keep moving forward and hoping that things change, get better, work out, etc. l'll be glad when that day comes because l'll finally be able to exhale. l've been holding my breath for so long.
Happy Holidays and l hope to see you all in the new year.
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lt has really gone at lightening speed. It feels like we were just wrapping up last year's celebrations and here we are on the cusp of another one. l tend to find myself melancholic during this time of year. As the end of the year approaches, lm swamped with feelings of unfullfillment. Sometimes l wonder if lm cursed or did l just make decisions that were not beneficial to me. l sometimes wonder what my life would have been like had l tried to make a go of Florida. What if my collegiate path had been different? lt's a pity that you cant experience an "It's a Wonderful Life" moment in real life. l guess thats the lousy part of "what if". We'll never know. All we can do is keep moving forward and hoping that things change, get better, work out, etc. l'll be glad when that day comes because l'll finally be able to exhale. l've been holding my breath for so long.
Happy Holidays and l hope to see you all in the new year.
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8/1/09
Sowing to reap the karmic retribution
I don't know who if anyone reads this blog, but it's not a big deal b/c I seriously need to vent.
If you were raised a Christian than you were always taught the fundamentals of "You reap what you sow" just as Buddhists believe in Karma. If if you are not familiar with either of these religions you've always heard the old adage " What goes around comes around." I've always been a strong believer in the whole " you reap what you sow" philosophy be it good or bad, but I had to wonder one day how does this REALLY work? I know we all do some bad things b/c nobody is perfect or all rainbows and light, but I believe that I do a lot of good in this world. Don't get me wrong, I don't go looking for pats on the back or for benefits for the things I do. Anything and everything I do is from the heart b/c that's the type of person I am. I don't know where I got that from b/c I don't believe my mom has a charitable bone in her body. I'm getting sidetracked. That's another topic for another day.
It just seems that when some people do bad things, they never " get it back" just as some people seem to live life like its golden from their good seed being sown. Personally, I'm tired of never seeing anything positive come my way. I sow friendship and charity, I reap mistreatment, underhandedness and hardship. I might be selfish but I would like to reap some of that good I've put out. I'd like for the positivity, love, charity, etc to come back around like it went around. I don't have a hard, tough or particulary bad life at all. It would just be nice to see something positive or happy come around every now and then.
*deuces*
If you were raised a Christian than you were always taught the fundamentals of "You reap what you sow" just as Buddhists believe in Karma. If if you are not familiar with either of these religions you've always heard the old adage " What goes around comes around." I've always been a strong believer in the whole " you reap what you sow" philosophy be it good or bad, but I had to wonder one day how does this REALLY work? I know we all do some bad things b/c nobody is perfect or all rainbows and light, but I believe that I do a lot of good in this world. Don't get me wrong, I don't go looking for pats on the back or for benefits for the things I do. Anything and everything I do is from the heart b/c that's the type of person I am. I don't know where I got that from b/c I don't believe my mom has a charitable bone in her body. I'm getting sidetracked. That's another topic for another day.
It just seems that when some people do bad things, they never " get it back" just as some people seem to live life like its golden from their good seed being sown. Personally, I'm tired of never seeing anything positive come my way. I sow friendship and charity, I reap mistreatment, underhandedness and hardship. I might be selfish but I would like to reap some of that good I've put out. I'd like for the positivity, love, charity, etc to come back around like it went around. I don't have a hard, tough or particulary bad life at all. It would just be nice to see something positive or happy come around every now and then.
*deuces*
7/20/09
Thank God for mobile web
Well I still dont have a pc. I saw where walmart had Dells for $500.
Even Bestbuy had some good sales. I just hope when I get ready to get
a new one, I can get it reasonably. In other news, two of my "babies"
are starting school. The oldest will be starting college and the
youngest preschool. They both are so excited especially the baby. Im
excited for them too. Ive bought so much stuff for the oldest and
still have stuff to get for the baby. Lol. Thats probably why I dont
have a new pc b/c Im too busy helping other ppl.
*deuces*
Even Bestbuy had some good sales. I just hope when I get ready to get
a new one, I can get it reasonably. In other news, two of my "babies"
are starting school. The oldest will be starting college and the
youngest preschool. They both are so excited especially the baby. Im
excited for them too. Ive bought so much stuff for the oldest and
still have stuff to get for the baby. Lol. Thats probably why I dont
have a new pc b/c Im too busy helping other ppl.
*deuces*
6/26/09
Ugh
My pc has been dead 2wks and it sucks. I hate tryin to surf the web on
this stupid phone. I should've gotten a new one a long time ago. It
served me well for the umpteen years I had it though. I guess it was
tired.
this stupid phone. I should've gotten a new one a long time ago. It
served me well for the umpteen years I had it though. I guess it was
tired.
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